The waiting has begun, yes we are waiting for our baby girl. Waiting can mean so many different things, sometimes it is easy and sometimes it is hard. I have never been a good waiter, I am not patient and I like to control my situation to make things happen on my time. I know this is not a very good quality in most circumstances but it is who I am. Because I don’t like to wait it has made me a hard worker, persistent and a go getter which has helped me reach many life goals but unfortunately my baby girl is not something I can work harder to get here faster. I must let go and rely on God. I hope that God will use this time of waiting to make me a better person, a more patient person, a person who is willing to let go of trying to control every circumstance. A woman willing to sit and wait for the best thing to come along instead of jumping at the good enough to be satisfied for the moment. I feel in my heart that these wonderful qualities will come from this time. But for now I wait. I think, I pray, I yearn, I love & I wait. It’s not easy, in fact it is much harder than I thought it would be but I know that I am not waiting in vain, but instead waiting for something beautiful, something amazing, my daughter.
